End

End.

She had heard of that feeling but had never lived in her own skin before. Say goodbye with everything that entails. Bye.
And so she did. I was not a complicated girl, nor very demanding (maybe that was the problem), simply sought happiness.

That Friday afternoon, with the cell phone in her hand, she realized that maybe she was not a good girl... she realized that it was much more than that and that she did not have to keep clinging to the past. There would be no more "good nights", no more flights shortening the distances. I had to file that. And so she did.

The following weeks she kept busy with her own project .. it was time to start doing everything she had always wanted to do and never did for the "what if ...". All previous attempts at beginning had failed but this... this was different, she was different. The sun was shining again. I wanted to live.